So today was okay . no bug buts im okay with it . i just need to seriously start saving and try to get credit some how . besides that it was just work . I really wanted to play in the rain but no one would play with me lol .

So here is my question . why do we do stuff that we know is gonna hurt us ? Its like watching a car accident . you just have to stop and stare at it and you cant look away . though that doesnt really hurt you but i think you know what i mean . There is something that still makes my stomach hurt and for some reason i keep looking at it . grrr to myself lol . maybe one day ill stop . hopefully today is that day .

Anyways well im probably gonna read some more new moon . its getting really good !! i know edward is coming back and i cant wait !!