Wow .... so this morning i went to church with my mom. It was nice to be in church with her . but gcc is just so big lol . i mean i like it but i dont . i am a fan of churchs that are like 200 people . i like the happy medium church. but anyways . then i went to phillips with my grandma .... its so crazy how not real it feels and its probably just to me that it feels that way but i just felt so strange. and i felt like i was not welcomed at all . For my home church that i grew up in it did not feel like home at all . I find myself so sad and lost there .   So now im at aarons lol church at FCC starts in 9 mins . and he just now is getting ready .we will probably be late but i cant miss church there because thats where i feel GOD! . i am so happy that i have found a church that i feel so welcomed and feel like GOD is so close !! l love it there so much . well gtg . hopefully were not to late .  LATER !!