How do you let go when you cant stop thinking about it ?

So last night was the rock band party . i feel like it went really well. The food was a hit ! which actually makes me really happy because people use to tell me all the time that i was the worst cook ever and that i should just not try and it kinda made me sad cause i feel like as a women i should be able to cook. So tonight were having small group at my house because of an ill John Reed. which means pepperoni rolls again . and sushi cause aaron wants it. though this time im hoping that i can master the sticky rice. lol also i baked a cake ! or well actually its backing right now !!