Wow what a day ! and for once i feel so proud of myself. :)
My morning was kinda a wreck but i recovered so well. So heres my day... woke up . well first i slept in till like 10 30. :) love !! then i got dressed... ate some cereal... did the whole morning face routine and left for work. well about 3 mins down the road i looked in the rear view mirror and was like ohh crap i forgot to put make up on. which is a super no for work so i turned on the next road and went home grabbed my make up bag which its now 11 20 and i got back in my car and realized i was on E and i was like dang it . so i ran to wal mart and filled up. now its 11 28 and i have to get to canfield :) well by the time i got to work and grabbed my ticket sheet and clocked in it was 1157 woot ! three mins early. lol well my first client was there and waiting on me but she was cool about it. did her fill and it was probably the best fill ive done in a while and now that i know what i was doing wrong with the LCN's im so on my way to full recovery :)hehehe and then i did a model which got fabulous reviews and then i had some clients and did another model. both looked fab! Im so proud. then the rest of the evening was spent talking about the toga. Im so excited for tom. i have plans to get my hair and make up done and maybe so lashes :)

Then we were talking about guys ... and everyone i work with is so bitter about the guys in there life but a few of us. and i cant help but smile all day when i think about dave cause i know how lucky i am. <3

so now im eating edamame which holly told me that soybeans may be a cause to my acne problem which saddens me cause i love it so much so starting tomorrow im gonna try to go at least 3 months to see if it helps not eating it.

Today was such a confidence boost. I feel so comfortable with who i am and my looks and the fact that i am eating healthier :)

I can only think of one thing that would make today perfect .... :) BeAreMy. I dont know why i thought it would get easier being apart but it doesnt. It totally sucks. some days it just kills me knowing that were are so far apart but i know this is something that will make us so much stronger :) ill love you forever !!