Im probably not gonna be good at this....

I dont know if hurt is the right word but there is an emotion. I dont think its pain or anything like that. I think its because im not sure that this is exactly right but i know that the intent behind it is. Im kinda scared maybe nervous or even worried is a better word for where its gonna end and how longs it gonna take. These next two week will be long but should be full of indiana work devotions and catching up on sleep. Then school starts and maybe ill be so distracted i could just push it to the back of my head for a little. Its 2011 and im trying to fully give this year to God but that statement alone is alot harder than i thought it would be. Im really hoping my wants and what God has in store for me this year are the same. Day 1.