Ridiculous ... hahaha

So this morning started with me checking my oil before i left for work but to my surprise my oil was completely empty and and my coolant was running low and i had no wind shield wiper fluid ... How do i let so much time pass on my car and not check these things. I know i need to check them but i just get so distracted and lost in my own little world that my car maintenance gets pushed back and back. but now im gonna really try to step up to the plate cause i need to start being more responsible. I totally forgot to pay my cell phone bill that was due june 1st and its now the 5th. Its not a big deal cause its in my grandmas name and she always pays the whole thing and i just pay her but i still need to be responsible and pay her on time cause what am i gonna do when im on my own. My grandma is not always gonna be there to cover my butt. I also realized today that my insurance is due July 1st along with another cell phone bill and i pay my insurance ever 6 months so its gonna be like 400 $. which i have the money in my savings but thats just less money in this fund that is suppose to be going to a new car and italy. hmmmm ..... I really need to crack down. I need to stop spending freely and focus on the needs and not wants.

Work was really good today. I did have a few cancelactions but it was okay cause i had a LUNCH !! well dinner . lol i went to peaburrys and got a salad and sat in my car and listned to the radio and had dinner. It was kinda nice to just sit and chill and not eat fast food. I had a little meeting with one of the managers today at casal's. She called me up to talk about some stuff . blah blah and then we talked about my LCN's and she said that they were looking really good and she wants me on the books for them and because there is only one other girl that does them and im a junior that means im gonna be booked threw this whole year !!! Im so excited and i like doing them. i just need to work on getting my times down. Im so happy. Its such a career move and it will help me get promoted because i will have great return clients and people will be pre booking with me threw the next year ! We also talked about how i dont have complaints and she told me that im doing so good and all my clients love me and she likes my work. It was just so good! It made me feel so good that im getting somewhere. I know its just nails but its what i love and it feels good to know im doing good.

So back to the car thing. I found out my car is not leaking oil. I just think because its so old that its starting to go threw oil faster. i only think this because someone told me that may be the case. So i just need to keep an eye on it.

Also i have been thinking about how ridiculous i have been about not liking my smile. lol It just has seemed to come up like a million times in the last few weeks and the more i say it i just feel stupid and im so over it ! I have a huge smile but who cares. Thats just me ! So the karen face may be taking a vacation for a little bit . hahaha i guess my big smile just goes with my big loud laugh. Some things in life you just cant help or change.