It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are. ~e.e. cummings

Life is so amazing and shocking and exciting and sad and wonderful and beautiful. all at the same time !

I love living life! so much has happened in the last year its just crazy and this next year is just going to be amazing ! i love life and GOD !

Today was such a good day ! ( the warm weather makes me so happy !)

so here is the question of the day .
For my hair ....
Should i just go back to all brown or redo my highlights ??

The Blue X's

So here goes to having blue x's on my hands for like the next 4 days. they never seem to wash off. But its totally worth it . Today was such a fun day. jam packed with stuff all day. Its crazy where life takes you. Nothing really went as planned today but it was all still so fun . Well i think im gonna end the night with some new moon and rest the eye lids. I wish i could turn my brain off. I never can seem to stop thinking about things. sometimes even things i dont want to think about. They always seem to pop up in the noggin. Well here goes to trying to rest the brain so i can get some sleep. Tom. i have to work . 12 - 9 woot hope im busy ! time flys when your busy ! Then sat 9 - 5 then ROCK BAND PARTY !

Cant wait for tom. ohh wait it is tomorrow . or well yesterdays tom. cause tech. its today .

So i was just getting ready to cuddle with my pillows and i couldnt fall asleep . i was staring at the ceiling ( which has pictures on it ! woot ) and could not fall asleep. So i decide to play some wow . which i have not played in like a week and a half. yay me for not playing something that im paying for. ( i cant wait for the new sims to come out and cancel my wow lol ) So i go to log on wow and totally forgot that maria told me i was gonna have to download a new patch . so here i am waiting forever to play wow when all i really want is to sleep . lol 70 % done .

So im excited about tom. well today cause as of right now its 12 : 45 . Im gonna hang out with my girl Jenn LOCKER ! woot. got to fix her nails . im getting pretty good at this whole LCN thing . i just need to slow down and focus on what im doing. My mind is all over the place sometimes and you cant be with LCN's. So side story . i was starting to file my own nails cause they need a fill bad and realized that i let a girl at work borrow my brush so i cant even fix my own nails. i have to wait and drive up to Casal's tomorrow and get my brush and then come back and meet jenn. The kathy's will be happy lol . they are trying to convince me that i should work 6 days a week . ( or NOT ) They say they miss me but im trying to tell them they should just get thursdays off and hangout with me. 73% done . So they will be pumped to see me when i have to come get my brush. They love hearing all my stories lol . Sometimes there really dumb. But i just always end them with my new fav saying . " You know how i do ".

I also need to remember to call mark tom. woot to camp !

Then pilates with my girl maria ! Summer came way to fast and i need to slim down some more. Cant wait for summer to get here though ! Bring on the warm! Then danielle may come over and fix my other hand for me lol cause a nail tech can not only have one good looking hand . not good for buisness.

THEN swing dancing with hinkle ! woot . it will be a late night but a fun one. 82% done !

P.S. - cant wait to go to the zoo ! & take tons of great pics!

Voices in my brain

So have you ever had someone tell you something and then you just keep hear them say it over and over again in your head. today i have been dealing with that. grrr . and i know the person who said it meant nothing by it i just cant seem to shake it . Maybe after i sleep on it . Its so stupid anyways lol .

Cat Mandoo

So i think the winner is Cat Mandoo. thanks to kathy at my work.

Its name shall be Cat Mandoo . Mandoo for short.

My Day of Catching up .

Well today was a good day . Got to sleep in till 10 30 . which is usually always an option but for some reason i usually wake up at 8 30 with out an alarm . Anyways woke up and had a text from chelsea and she came over and i did her nails . woot . hope she has fun in Texas ! Then pondered what to do for lunch ... So i called the mom and saw what she was up to cause i also needed to do some shopping . by the by mid doing chelsea's nails my lamp came apart in half. I knew it was kinda already broken or at least i thought . So i went to target with my mom and got a new lamp ! yay ( bulbs are expensive. rediculous lol) Got it home and actually kinda fixed the old one sort or for a little bit. until it falls apart again. proably gonna use it in my closet cause there isnt a good light in there anyways. Well back to the lunch . Ate KFC . not so healthy but you'll have that . Then we went to verizon for my mom . she got the new storm . kinda cool but i still like my phone better lol. though i want to get an i phone . Then we went to kholes thanks to a coupon from debbie reed ! got a ton of new stuff. lots of sweet t shirts . one has a piece of macarroni and a pience of cheese and there high fiveing and it says team work . lol ANother has super heros on it . and one from the imaginary friends show. Then came home . worked out with maria . then we ran to wally world to print some pictures out ! I m making a collage on my ceiling . its looking so sweet !! Then i helped her study ! and we made a taco bell run ! woot.

Made for a great day ! I love life ! My friends rock so much ! Love you all . I have so many new friends and stronger bonds with older friends ! It just rocks! I love where i am . God has such a plan for us its amazing !

Well i think im gonna do a mad lib / chill on facebook / and read new moon . Then quality time with the pillows lol

Woot for tomorrow. A day to just catch up on stuff. I think im gonna spend a lot of the day reading and maybe watching a movie or two. maybe chill out side. I need to put some of my room back together! . I am going to be doing chelsea's nails so that should be fun. And i probably should start pulling all the details together for the Rock Band Party. i cant believe its sat. that came way to fast.
Im also excited about my new little kitty!

Side note : Some one told me its suppose to snow next week. BOOO !! why do i live in OHIO ??

What a day today . Nothing really exciting just work . 12 - 9 . But for some reason i could not wake up this morning . I was so zoned for most of the day which is totally not me . I was pretty excited though i was really busy for a monday ! woot.

So today i got to thinking ... I work with a bunch of man haters lol . I love the women i work with but i think every day someone tells me that men suck and are stupid which may be true sometimes but i really dont think all men are like that. I mean i know lifes ruff and there is going to be hurt. Ive felt it . it hurts i know but people need to be more hopeful. Even clients that i have tell me to never get married and that it never ends good. but i cant believe that. I know people who are happily married ! I had a client the other day (she was so amazing) . We were talking about things that were going on in my life and she was like you'll find someone who makes your heart skip a beat. she told me that her husband came in the house the other day from fixing something and looked like crap and is balding and all this stuff but he hugged her and her heart skipped a beat . How cute ! that is so sweet. I wish there were more people like that in the world !

I started reading the 2nd book in the twilight series a few days ago and was reading it at work today. super good. probably going to read more later . well thats about all for my day .

Cant wait to dream tonight !

Happy Easter

Happy Easter everyone !! My family did our dinner yesterday so which means im doing nothing today ... well besides church which i need to be getting ready for . lol anyways . it was fun . better than i expected. No big fights and beth was there!! woot this was a suprise to me cause i didnt think she was going to be able to make it . I love that girl . Im so pumped for this summer . though i need to talk to one of my bosses about getting some days off for beth for camp. But being the low man on the totem pole it kinda scares me . but whatever ive only called off once and i only asked for one day off and i have been there 6 months . so i should be good. I cant wait for it to be sunny and get a tan. This summer is going to be the best summer ever. well at least i hope so . Anyways well im now running late for church so . SEE YA !