I name thee Carlise

* Got a new bathing suit !
* Ordered my magic Cards !
* Did some pilates! I love to feel the burn.
* Ate some breakfast
* Got a shower
* and named the mouse in the house Carlise. Desi said this isnt a good idea to give it a name cause then we will be sad if we find it dead. :(
* Need to hang up some clothes. Laundry is such a never ending process that i am okay with cause i like doing laundry.
* Working 12 - 9 and then Magic.

I feel like its gonna be a good day !

Mouse in the House

For sure i believe desi now . there really is a mouse in our house and its not mickey. The traps are set and im hoping for the best. lol im gonna leave this up to your imagination but picture me and my grandma having a conversation about how there is a mouse in the basement. hahaha ill give you some clues there was some talk about clothes , trash , traps and ninja's .

Speechless

So many things to say but where to start.

- Well last night my drive way flooded out and i couldn't get home. Thanks again to the Reeds !!

- Worked at camp today. It was fun. Believe it or not i need to work on the whole talking thing. I can not talk in front of groups. Nothing comes out like i want it to and i forget to say stuff. I really need to work on saying what i mean and just saying it.

-I love being at camp. it makes me have time to myself and GOD ! Today while i was waiting on my next group i just sat and sang to God. It felt so wonderful !! I love to just sit out in the middle of no where and just sing to God! I stop thinking about everything else in the world and actually focus.

- I just finished Music & Lyrics . It was such a cute movie. Next on the list to watch is Juno.

On your mark... get set... go !

So the morning has come and is almost gone for me . I woke up around 8 and actually didnt mind getting up ! yay i may have finally come back to a normal schedule again . This morning i caught up on a lot of stuff . I cleaned my new mattress and washed all my bedding ( which this is still in the process cause the washer and dryer can only go so fast ) I put all my clean clothes away which means im running low on hangers . haha . I actually ate breakfast this morning. 2 mini beagles and a big glass of apple juice. I love APPLE JUICE !! I also read some more of breaking dawn this morning. Im on chapter 14. This book makes me all confused who i feel bad for and whoes side i wana be on. I still like edward best. Im starting to feel bad for Jacob cause he seems to be going threw a lot but i still think he has a big ego. I think he needs to get over bella though. He needs to move on and forget it completly. Then there is Leah. I feel bad for her cause of everything she went threw with sam but you know what im starting to feel like she should just get over it too. I mean if she would just get over it then she could move on and live a happy life instead of staying mad about the past and dwelling on it.

Well i work till 9 tonight and then camp tom!! i cant wait. I havent been there in a while and it will be so fun just to spend some of my day there.

Also i need to start my hunt for a new bathing suit ! probably will start the hunt next week ! This is probably the hardest thing to shop for so it will be a long journey but it has to be done. Wish me luck . lol

I got another Woot Shirt !

So today was okay . i had class this morning . green science manicure ! woot .... not lol . It was okay but the products smell funny . anyways then work went really fast. I love being busy in the summer its so great. Then i grabbed some taco bell and headed to the lockers. watched some friends and made a plan of a attack to make a kitty deck ! Im suprisingly really excited i cant wait to get a new deck. Tomorrow im gonna be going threw a bunch of cards and seeing what i can use and not to help make a start. I also am getting a new mattress ! This is actually hopefully really good news cause the mattress i am sleeping on now is so old is rediculous. So a new mattress may help all the back pain. Then im also getting a mani & pedi ! i havent had a real manicure in like 4 or 5 months ! im so excited . It will be nice to relax and get treated and maybe catch up on some breaking dawn though i may not be able to read a lot cause people will be talking to me. then after that im going to go look at a double wide . Crazy ! Im 19 and thinking about buying a house. Where does that even come from. haha Well ill have to update you tomorrow on what i think of it. So far all i know is 4 bedrooms ( 2 master bedrooms and 2 regular bedrooms) 2 baths and a kitchen and living room . It sounds really to good to be true. So tomorrow will be looking at it seeing whats wrong figureing out how much everything is gonna cost and seeing if we can afford it. The way its looking though is that desi and travis will have one master bedroom . and maybe travis's cousin bob will have a regular room. Then ill have the other master bedroom and i just need to figure out who i want to live in the other room ??? well that is even if we get the house . Really we could probably pay for the house with 4 people and i could just have an extra room or a spare bedroom . lol that just means extra closet space. hahaha

Besides that the only other thing i have to say is i offically have a pet peeve. Whenever someone ever asked me this question i usually said i dont know. Nothing ever really stuck out before. But i have figured one out. It bothers me when people use my stuff and dont put it back. When i come home and find i have to clean up someone elses mess from when they were using my things. Also leaving DVD's out of the cases or games. Why cant all the games and DVD's be on a shelf take one out use it put it away. not that hard. Seriously i dont need any help making my room dirty. Also its annoying to find glasses or pop cans or bowls or spoons or plates in my room dirty that i never used. Well i guess im done venting.

Ooooo I almost forgot to mention. I got netflix ! well the first month is free but i will probably keep it after the first month. I picked a bunch of movies that i want to see and then i started up on the smallville series so i can catch up ! Im so excited and then i think im gonna move onto abunch of other series that i never saw. WOOT !

Im gonna let God write my story .

What a crazy weekend !! lol It was a ton of fun but i need so relax time ! hahaha. So many things are going on in my life right now i feel like i cant catch up and im not sure if im doing the right things ... Im okay with making choices about things and am usually okay with change but right now i feel like a lot of the choices are so serious and im scared to make the wrong choice. But then waiting to make choices maybe a mistake in it self. ... gahhh .

Im pretty excited for this week . i feel like its gonna be a really good one !! and i get to go to camp on thursday !! im excited to just get away to EVCSC !! i wish i had a partner in crime to ride with me to camp but i guess you cant have everything .. lol I am also very excited that in 3 weeks i get to spend a whole week at camp !! woot to a little vacation time !! I have never been at camp and not been staff so im really excited. I hope its as amazing as i feel its gonna be !

Well i have class in the morning ... blah . so its about time the contacts came out and i read some breaking dawn and hit the hay. I miss my bed !!! lol it hasnt seen me in a while . hahaha

Dear God ,

After a long weekend im pretty excited that church is today ! I need some time me and GOD !! I have been to caught up in work and my social life that i feel like my social life with God is lacking. The real question is why do i always keep letting myself fall into this trap. How do i get so easily lost. I need to pull it together and focus.