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So got two new movies from netflix. He's just not that into you and Good Luck Chuck. Im not to big on watching movies alone so if anyone wants to watch either of these just send me a buzz !

Also im on chapter 22 of breaking dawn . I really like this book !! Not such a fan on the name of the baby but whatever lol . I have been talking about baby names all day today at work cause one of the girls is pregnant. She narrowed down the names if its a boy to Jack or Carter. I like Carter better. Though everytime i think of a name for a boy i always think Hunter is a good name. Though i may steal Carter if she doesnt use it lol . And then the girls name really was the big debate. She wanted Olivia or Iris. Neither im a huge fan of. Iris sounds like an old women name . lol I want two girls one named Belle ( i secretly wish this was my name though Belle Bell would be really dumb hahaha) and Melody. I tried convincing her today that she should name it Helga. hahahaha

So side note . While i was waiting on one of my clients , who by the way showed up 20 min. late for a pedi and i still had to do her gahhh , i started writing lyrics to a song . I got all the lyrics -well at least 3/4 of them - and a tune but no actual music. i really need to work on that part cause i have written a few songs but always struggle when it comes to giving them actually music. So cross your fingers im really hoping to actually get something done with this one.

Also im pretty excited that i lost 4 pounds doing almost nothing ! :)

WEll im off to spend some quality time with my pillows .

I wana try new things !

For the record i like the Pittsburgh Zoo better than the Cleveland Zoo. Though hopefully i will be visiting the Columbus & Cincinnati Zoo sometime soon.

So story time .

On my way home from the reeds there was a little bit of lightning. I kept seeing the lightning in my review mirror and every time it struck i gazed back at it. Then one time i looked at it and then looked back at the road to find a deer right in front of my car. Talk about a wake up call. Gave myself a heart attack, my stomach dropped, and i was speechless the whole time ( which was probably about 4 sec or less ). I weaved and just barely missed the deer. I was so lucky cause this deer for sure would have ruined my car and that would have made for a bad ending to a good day.

Well im off to read some . Night World Sweet Dreams Dont let the bed bugs bite. ( or snakes :))

Zoo :)

Well im off to the cleveland zoo in about 15 mins. It should be a fun day in the sun but ill have to tell you later wiether it was better than Pittsburgh. Though i had a ton of fun in pittsburgh so the bar is set pretty high.

I wana be the role model that you were for me .

So today i spent the day at camp. I love it there so much ! And today i can honestly say i miss spending every summer there. Camp has been my life. i grew up there. My whole family has always been at elkhorn. So while i was at camp i realized that three of my past youth ministers were all there too. It was so great to see Ed and Josh and Tony !! Today makes me thank God so much for all of the people he has put into my life ! I would never be where i am today if it wasnt for so many people. Today while i was belaying , the famous Dennis Arnold, came over to me and was talking to this little girl and he gave her a high five. instanly i looked at the girl and saw myself. I pictured that was me when i was 8 giving dennis a high five. I love dennis . he is so funny and was such a good friend of my grandpa and everytime i see him i think of my grandpa. Also while on the high ropes coarse dennis came up to me and gave me a huge hug and kissed me on the head and told me he missed me and loved me. It was so great. I really felt like i got a hug from my grandpa one more time !! Every time i see dennis i remind him that he promised me that he would dance with me on my wedding day and everytime he says of course i will.

So then i really didnt want to leave camp. i just wanted to stay and hang out with everyone but i knew that i had to come home. and on my way home i started to thinking about all the people God has placed in my life at just the right time to knock me down when i needed it and pick me up when i felt like there was nothing worth it anymore. Even some of the small things that some people still probably dont realize that helped me along the way. THANKS !

I really hope one day i will be able to help someone like all of the people in my life have helped me !

Just cause i like the song and have decided that deciding things is rather hard

She feels lost in her own life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under
And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be
Tired of trying to do it right
Her dreams are just to far away to see how steps she's making
Might be taking her to who she'll be

Chorus:
And suddenly it isn't what it used to be
And after all this time it worked out just fine
And suddenly I am where I'm supposed to be
And after all the tears I was supposed to be here


She feels locked in her own life
Scared of what she might lose if she moves away from who she was
And she's afraid of being free
There's a way she knows is right
But she can't feel the things she knows
And so each step she's taking is a step of faith toward who she'll be

Chorus

And here where the night is darkest black
She feels the fear and the light is farthest back
And through her tears she can't see the dawn is coming
Skies will clear and the light will find her where she's always been.

who's excited ??

So i just got done doing pilates with desi and maria and we had the funniest conversation ever! lol It starts like this and im sorry if its not really appropriate but its so funny .

Maria says that her chest hurts her when she runs into stuff. Instantly i respond really when do you ever have that problem . why would you ever just run your chest into something. We all kinda stop and laugh for a little bit then desi responds with umm hello sumo wrestling. HAHAHAHA !!!! okay when i typed this out it doesnt seem so funny but you should have been there it was hysterical !!!

So the kitty deck is here !! who is ready to battle ???

Besides that not much. just working and reading a bunch.

Im going to camp tomorrow just for a half day. Then a soft ball game at 6 30 . then who know what after that. maybe magic and friends at the lockers . ??? the usual lol . though they dont know it yet. haha

AND .... The big event . ROCKBAND PARTY at my house this sat. 7 pm. be there or square !!! . there will be home made peperoni rolls !!