"You Were Meant For Me"

I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
I got my eggs I got my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause

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Dreams last so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.

I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy or I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause

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I go about my business, I'm doing fine
Besides what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
And then I take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause

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Yeah... You were meant for me and I was meant for you. 

Im probably not gonna be good at this....

I dont know if hurt is the right word but there is an emotion. I dont think its pain or anything like that. I think its because im not sure that this is exactly right but i know that the intent behind it is. Im kinda scared maybe nervous or even worried is a better word for where its gonna end and how longs it gonna take. These next two week will be long but should be full of indiana work devotions and catching up on sleep. Then school starts and maybe ill be so distracted i could just push it to the back of my head for a little. Its 2011 and im trying to fully give this year to God but that statement alone is alot harder than i thought it would be. Im really hoping my wants and what God has in store for me this year are the same. Day 1.