As the years pass us by we all make mistakes. We have all had some moment in our lives that was a big " DUMBY ! " I find myself with this one mistake that I can do nothing about but live with it. It never fails either the moment i forget about it the topic is brought back up again. So here i am living with something i wished had never happened.

The other big thing on the brain is love. Its crazy how 4 months can seem so long when really it isnt at all. Some of me finds my self searching and the other half of me is running away.

Well im tired and not feeling like typing . stay tuned

So lost

I cant help to find my self so happy yet feeling like im standing still. Afraid to miss out on something that i should have tried for first but wondering weither im wrong. Whats different now ?? What changed ??