Wow so you never know when its gonna hit ya. well today at work i had a gentlemen and he was one of the colorist dads and everyone was like doesnt he smell good. and i was like idk i never smelled him and they were like he has that dad colon. and instantly it hit me i had no clue what that was. And it made me miss my grandpa so much and wished that i still had a dad around that could hug me and be the ruff guy on the outside but know that he has a soft heart. :)
So on my way home from work the water works happened. I started crying and it was the first time since jan that i had tears rolling down my cheeks. There was no stopping it either. I cried the whole way home. I miss my grandpa so much. and i always dreamed that he would walk me down the isle one day. I always hoped he would scare guys that came to the house. My grandpa always was a little quiet sometimes but beth and i always knew how to get on his good side. I know that he is in a better place now but i just wish i would have told him more often how much he meant to me before he passed on.
I LOVE YOU GRANDPA ! ( thank you for being the dad mine never was)
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
My Precious
So let me give you the background cause you know with me there is always a story. :)
My first summer at camp i bought a WWJD ring and it fit on my thumb ( by the by i like thumb rings cause i have always thought i had very good thumb structure lol :) ) . I wore it for years. every summer at camp. there was maybe a few moments when i took it off for a little but then i always put it back on. then one night working at taco bell ( one more reason to not like taco bell lol ) I was taking the garbage out and i flung the bag and my ring flew off into the dumpster with it. That was a very sad day for me cause i had never had a ring that long that i loved so much.
So now fast foward a year and a half later i bought another thumb ring from lion and the lamb. and it was cooler than the last one. it was the crown of thorns. :) so sweet i loved it. the only problem with it was its hard to massage people at work with it on . so what i was doing was taking it on and off every client . Well today as i was doing a manicure i realized i was not wearing it !!! So in theory i must have left it at a station and someone took it or it fell off somewhere or its in my house. but where its not is on my thumb. So sad. i didnt even have this one for two weeks... :(
I really hope my thumb rings finds its way home! :)
My first summer at camp i bought a WWJD ring and it fit on my thumb ( by the by i like thumb rings cause i have always thought i had very good thumb structure lol :) ) . I wore it for years. every summer at camp. there was maybe a few moments when i took it off for a little but then i always put it back on. then one night working at taco bell ( one more reason to not like taco bell lol ) I was taking the garbage out and i flung the bag and my ring flew off into the dumpster with it. That was a very sad day for me cause i had never had a ring that long that i loved so much.
So now fast foward a year and a half later i bought another thumb ring from lion and the lamb. and it was cooler than the last one. it was the crown of thorns. :) so sweet i loved it. the only problem with it was its hard to massage people at work with it on . so what i was doing was taking it on and off every client . Well today as i was doing a manicure i realized i was not wearing it !!! So in theory i must have left it at a station and someone took it or it fell off somewhere or its in my house. but where its not is on my thumb. So sad. i didnt even have this one for two weeks... :(
I really hope my thumb rings finds its way home! :)
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