Wow .... so this morning i went to church with my mom. It was nice to be in church with her . but gcc is just so big lol . i mean i like it but i dont . i am a fan of churchs that are like 200 people . i like the happy medium church. but anyways . then i went to phillips with my grandma .... its so crazy how not real it feels and its probably just to me that it feels that way but i just felt so strange. and i felt like i was not welcomed at all . For my home church that i grew up in it did not feel like home at all . I find myself so sad and lost there .   So now im at aarons lol church at FCC starts in 9 mins . and he just now is getting ready .we will probably be late but i cant miss church there because thats where i feel GOD! . i am so happy that i have found a church that i feel so welcomed and feel like GOD is so close !! l love it there so much . well gtg . hopefully were not to late .  LATER !!

NEW HAIR !

well today was a crazy day at work but i had some really good times on services ! which is super exciting for me !! then holly popp came over and i did a fabulous set of nails on her and then she highlighted my hair and toned it PURPLE ! woot to purple highlights !! . Its kinda late and i have to be up for church in the morning! lol tomorrow / today should be fun . church at 8 with my mom then 10 with my gma and 11 at my church . Hopefully everything goes as planned . and i cant wait till the morning to see how my hair looks straightned and completly dry !

KABOOM ! .... Maybe

Well today was another day . not to shabby. woke up this morning 15 min before my alarm . just like aways . which this actually starting to get annyoning but any way then i was just chilling cleaned my room a little. just putting everything in its place. left for work early cause it was PAY DAY ! then went to work. my day was full with only two 15 min spots !!!! which is awsome for the next pay !! . Though one of my regular clients canceled a mani pedi which means i had an hour and a half to waste so i went and got chipotle. LOVE IT! Then 8:45 i left casals drove home and chilled on my computer did my nails read some eclipse. Desi came home and we started talking about i have no clue what lol . its always so random. then the water heater tank thingy ( you can tell im not really sure what im talking about ) started making this really high pitch noise and i told my grandma but she was like half sleeping and told me that she remembered it doing that one time before and it may be from us using to much hot water or that its going to blow up . lol i like the first option better . she also said that desi and i should sleep upstairs just incase in blows up . So desi and i waited it out for awhile to see if it would stop. I made some sweet oreo pudding !! woot and then like an hour later the noise stopped. and we decided were sleeping downstairs in our rooms . so hopefully nothing blows up . first i dont want to die or get stuck in this basement . SO im not really tired but not really feeling like reading anymore so i think im just gonna go to bed . SWEET DREAMS EVERYONE !

Random ... maybe unfinished

Are my dreams to big
Should i lower them down
If i jump for the stars
Will i land both feet on the ground

If i fall on the way
Will you help me to stand
Can you help me up
Will you extend your hand

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There are check points in life
I just dont want to miss
Would you go out of your way
Go with me take a risk

Im happy where i am
Though my smile could get bigger
I have an idea of what might do it
but who knows what will make it trigger

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Just started jotting some stuff down today as it came to me . not sure if there done . or if i may put them together or leave them two poems. maybe ill add on . not sure . what you think ??