Another Day

So today i woke up super early for me cause i had a staff meeting ! Okay so the exclamation point maybe just a little to much but whatever. To be honest i dont like sittin threw the 3 hour meetings but everytime we have the meetings i feel so pumped about my job after i leave. I was just starting to get really discouraged with my career. I felt like all i kept hearing is about all the things i was doing wrong and nothing right. I know im an adult and i dont need someone there to tell me im doing a good job all day but its just nice to have some encouragement. Sometimes i feel like any moment could be my last and i dont think they mean for it to feel like that i just dont like screwing up and i want people to be happy and i dont want to be the problem. I also feel dumb when i dont get something. I was always the one that never raised their hand in class to ask questions. I dont like talking in groups or in front of people. Im afraid that im gonna say something wrong or its gonna come out dumb or they are gonna take it not how i mean for it to come out. Though this is something that i am really trying to work on. Anyways back to the meeting. The meeting was started with talking about our drop in economy and how we are doing fabulous ! Our numbers are so high! We are doing great ! And becuase of our numbers we got awards. I got one for Productivity. Which just means i was above the standard for being busy with clients while working. So that was exciting. Then work went well today too. I did forget my brush at home but i found one to borrow and my fill went fabulous. i got it done in an hour ! woot cut down 15 mins. and she was late so a little more than that. Then i was busy all day with pedicures which is where the money is ! I even got a lunch ! It was such a good day. I feel really good about my job. I love working at Casals ! I am getting more involved with my work too. I am doing a bunch of community service stuff too ! It makes me really excited to be making a difference in our community !

So the count down has happened 5 days ! in 32 mins it will be 4 days till i get to drive 5 hours to see the love of my life!

I get asked several times everyday . Hows life ? and you know what no matter what happens i still say fabulous ! Like always . I will never be one of those people that are haters ! I may complain a lot sometimes but im always still loving life ! Ill never be one of those people that enjoy being mad at the world. However i feel like i was almost starting to get there. It is so easy to get mad or slack off . To get sad when life throws you something horrible or sad. But then i always remember first and foremost God is with me but also that i have found someone that loves me and my weird/bad/good/annoying habits . :) SO never will i ever be less than fabulous ! Life may suck sometimes but it will get better. So i guess what im trying to get to is after listening to people all day complain about things that dont really matter. I just want to say Suck it up ! LIFE IS AMAZING !!! so just be happy ! and people need to realize they control their own happiness !!

So this poem is an oldie but i have always liked it and just found it again the other day .

Times turn
People change
Even me
But whos to blame

Moods swing
Feelings flow
Which road will you take
Do you know where to go

Some doors open
But all doors close
So seize the day
Before it goes

Lifes a journey
So trust your heart
Make a difference
And play your part

Start each day
With a smile
Before you know
Its worth your while

Everyday
A new beginning
Never able
To be reliving

Death can be scary
Depends how you look
Is your glass half empty,half full
Take a look

Another day means one more day closer to you !

Just another day in the life of karen... Had to go to work to do a LCN fil which i feel like went very well. im feeling a lot better about them !! and then went shopping bought a new pair of chucks !! cant wait to wear them to cincy !! then went and had my car looked at . There are some things wrong but the mechanic says that im good to go to cincy ! nothing needs to be fixed right now!! Then i went to wal mart with desi got some stuff. I got a new book ! woot . i keep seing this series the first one is called marked. by P.C. Cast + Kristin Cast . Im super excited to start reading them !! I will probably read a chapter tonight and fall asleep :) lol the norm.

Besides that im just looking foward to my evening talk with the love of my life :)