Wishes

"Wishes"

The saddest thing is you could be anything
That you could want
We could have been everything
But now we're not
Now it's not anything at all
The hardest part was getting this close to you
And giving up this dream i built with you
A fairytale that isn't coming true
You've got some growing up to do

I wish we could have worked it out
I wish i didn't have these doubts
I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish i didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and i
I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye

After all the things you put me through
Tell me why i'm still in love with you
And why am i, why am i still waiting for your call
You broke my heart
I'm taking it back from you
And taking back the life i gave to you
Life goes on before and after you
I've got some growing up to do

I wish we could have worked it out
I wish i didn't have these doubts
I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish i didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and i
I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye

It's time i said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye

I wish we could have worked it out
I wish i didn't have these doubts
I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish i didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and i
I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye

It's time i said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye 

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I seriously love superchick and i think every girl should too !! Boys your more than welcome to join the love but its more a girl thing ;) 

The Kbell update - Salon = Sloooooow but im still there. Its crazy how something that one year you can be so pumped about doing something and a year later care less. I really dont know if i like doing nails anymore. I enjoy doing them but i do not like sitting waiting around forever doing nothing and getting paid nothing. I dont want to do it forever either. I want to have a profession im proud of.  I get more excitement out of saying i work at Dunkin Donuts. I honestly think that is just cause i know that i am working crazy hours and never complaining. 

I did a ton of running around today as well. and then i will be watching some FMA. There is only a short amount of time till the convention :) !! well i must eat dinner . have you ever been glared at by a 4'11'' grandma . not a pretty sight. ;) Farewell.

                                                        - Stay Tuned 

Thats life plain and simple

So here we have life, going on as usual. Doing your normal growing up going to school, working to pay the bills, buying a new car and having no money. Some how thats the norm. Who claimed that to be how life goes ?? Who picked the order things happen ? I mean we all follow this set plan for human kind even if you doing want to it just happens. Well i guess thats life right ,who cares. Well i find myself feeling like im starting over again. Wondering where i would be if i had just gone to college in the first place. Where would i be if 2 years ago i would have gone to KCC like i wanted to. hmm... You know what if i would have gone i wouldnt be the woman i am today . I am not perfect but most of the time i like me ;)

I got a new car ! My 93 cav took a death and a tiburon replaced it ! I love it so much . Its so small and cute. Im going back to school at YSU in the fall for i think journalism but i find myself wondering if i can do it ? Does it fit me ?  I love to write but i wonder will people like my writting... I like doing nails but i think i like it as a hobby more than i daily thing. I really am just kinda over doing peoples feet. I mean really lets think about it. Feet are smelly and gross. I mean you have your average 20 year olds foot not so bad but lets picture the 80 year old woman that has not touched or maintained her feet in like months ... yea gross.

Anyways thats all . stay tuned

Sometimes the cards we are dealt are not always fair. However you must keep smiling & moving on

** After great trials i failed...i couldnt seem to get the image to load. so imagine with me... a warm fresh out of the oven maple glazed donut **

Can we say Yummy !! This donut for sure wins first place in my heart on the list of donuts !! Coming in a close second would be ... glazed or chocolate glazed . so De-licious !! So besides wondering what your favorite donut is i post this pic to inform the world i have started a second job at everyones favorite ( or at least all the cool peoples favorite ) Coffee shop Dunkin Donuts !! <3  So come visit me. Ill be there working midnights :)

Some other very exciting news in the kBeLL life is guitar! I mean by no means am i great but ive only been playing for a little over a month and i feel like i have an excellent grasp on the basics. I actually just wrote and completed my first song the other night. Keep and eye out for the videos. Opinions are welcomed . 

Hello hello hello hello i cant hear a thing...

Wow blog how have you been? I have not talked to you in what seems like forever ! A lot has happened since the last time we talked. Some good... Some not so good but you know what ? God has a plan for me i know it . Right now everything may not seem prefect but i am happy. I have a different job. There is more freedom though . I am able to be home more and enjoy life. I am going back to school this fall for Journalism with maybe some media or broadcasting at YSU. I also think that i am going to work at camp this summer :) I miss being there and i am at a point in my life i need to figure things out so camp is where i need to go. I also need to get a new car. Keep your fingers crossed and your prayers going that a car for under 2000 falls into my lap sometime soon.

Well thats really it. Peace ;)