You wana come ?

Okay so this is gonna be sweet and simple yet full of complexity all at the same time.

Who's right ?

We cant all be? One of us is right and the rest are wrong !

I'm for sure pulling the big religion topic out that your not suppose to talk about at dinner ( i do ) or with clients( i do that too) .

The truth is there is only one God . There is only one way . We all can't be right.

I'm a Christian and God is the most important thing in my life! I believe that God sent his son Jesus Christ to die for my sins ( and yours too ). I believe that one day he will return like a thief in the night and will take his children home.

Which leads to a few more quick points ...

* Are you ready ? If your not you need to hurry up . No one knows when he will return but the consequence for not following is unreal

* And i want to see you there. I wana be in heaven with everyone . I dont want to see anyone suffer.

So thats it for now. Im laying it all on the line. I hope you want to come too

You say i cant have it all. well i already do . love GOD

Caught some where between complete silence and 600 donuts i kept finding myself re-living days of the past in my noggin. Anyone else ever do that ?? The flash back that stood out the most to me was the day i was let go from a previous job. I can still see the whole day happening. I see me waking up completely dead to go to a class that i actually was excited about for once. Everyone that was normally mean was super nice. And then a few moments later it all went down hill. I remember seeing the faces of some dear friends and saying goodbye to that life i had there seemed so difficult. The tears never stopped for weeks and for a while it wasnt me missing the job it was me missing the friends.

Lets be real for a moment . No matter how much you try you can never be as close to people if they are taken out of your life. ( more like riped out ) Its hard to keep finding your self or to try to put yourself someone where that you just never are anymore. I miss the hugs . the laughs. the talks. the cakes. my long mondays with a special someone. and always for some reason or another the talks were always about my crazy life. I love you all !! Im sorry im not around nearly as much as i use to but it just keeps getting harder.

So now i find myself somewhere that... dont get me wrong im so happy with and i love the people in my life but its... just harder. Its crazy how money can make life so easy. It takes all the stress off. Its easier to laugh. Though now that im out of the old life i laugh more. Life just gets difficult and no matter how many good deeds you do some how it still hard. I look at the people who seem to have it so easy and wonder how they even complain. However here i am complaining and could have it a lot harder. 

Phillipians 4:13 - 

I know i can do all things threw christ!! So here i am im taking on the world!!

Lets Sparkle

Today was such a good day. Just me and my girl jenn. We started it off with seeing the sex and the city 2 movie. Well what can i say but fabulous. I wanna be a writer like carrie. I want to have a collum and then write a few books. I want to give words of advice to the world. I want to tell my story. Well anyways Carrie mentioned something that i havent been able to stop thinking about all day. She was worried where the "Sparkle" went in there relationship? No one wants to be that old married couple but yet some couples ( almost all ) sometimes even before there married become that old married couple. It never fails that it starts the arguments and fights after that. Someones unhappy then they forget why they fell in love with the other in the first place. This moment of fighting is the true test of every relationship cause you usually come out soaring or.... crash and burn and there is no easy way out. No matter the relationship someone is hurt or left in a daze after every end. So how do you avoid the loss of sparkle? Do you need to lose it to put your relationship to the test ? And what if there never was a sparkle? Is it okay to love someone that doesnt set your heart on fire ?

Just cause i still think these are kinda fun to waste time

If I looked on the bed next to you, what would I find? Umm there is a bed next to me ??

Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?Door Closed . always

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in? Thrown In 

Sleep on your back or stomach? Stomach

Are you a cuddler? Thats a heck yes

What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed? A wii fit. Basket full of movies and two sheep stuft animals. My laptop bag. and two pairs of brown boots

Something that happened today that made you angry? I just woke up so the only thing i wasnt really a fan of was getting up.

What were you doing before this survey? Gazing at the insides of my eyelids

What will you do after the survey? Maybe take a nap. or get some breakfast

Marriage or living together? Marriage

What shirt are you wearing now? a green tank

Do you sing? Love to !

Do you de-label your beer bottles? Thats a nope

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? I think im a talker

Is there something you regret and wish you could take back? Yea i would but would it change the present ?

First thing you do when you wake up? Pee ! haha 

Ever had surgery? No :)

Last argument you got into with? Probably something with nang though they are never really arguments. there more like your crazy. stop poking me. go to sleep sometime this centery

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles? Only if there are a ton of people i dont want to drink after around or im super bored.

What's one good thing about your best friend? Umm my best friends have a million things good about them :) <3

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night? Depends how tired i am 

Current song on myspace? i think its replay ?

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep? Yea this is actually a problem

If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you? haha heck yes !!! monkeys= favorite animal

What is the current advertisement on the side of the screen?none ! woot no ads on blog spot

What are you looking forward to in the next few months? The con and Camp. both = fun + some free weekends off work

It's midnight. Who are you texting? 80 % of the time ... NANG

It's Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually? where ever i want to be 

Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be? you

Your Christmas list consists of? Nothing unless someone wants to pay for my italy trip ;)

You're going to New York for school shopping, where do you go first? China town or Battery Park

You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first? New York and Company or Target

How do you feel about your hair? <3 Holly Popp

What movie is in your DVD player? Sex and the City 

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move? Nashville Tennessee

How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl? Not at all. Though there needs to be some kind of physical attraction

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today? Stay Tuned

How many TRUE best friends do you have? 3

What would you change about your life right now? Nothing. Things are no where near perfect and somethings may be really hard but im where i am for a reason.

What’s the best feeling in the world? LOVE :)