Ive started reading Emma by Jane Austen. Yea thats it for right now.

You wanna know whats on my mind. The inside scoop ? Well its simple.

Im trying to grow closer to God everyday and lindsay and i are reminding each other daily to read our bibles.

Im working out all the time to loose weight.

I will be not working as many midnights in a few weeks which makes me super pumped.

Im really excited to sleep during the night. 

Im going to school and need to spend more time with my head in the books.

And i have one eye creeping on some peeps...potential idk... lets be friends first :)

Yea so thats it. Faith.Money.Rest.Education.Love

Sometimes it just feels like to much

I've always been the girl running around doing a million things at once. This past week i felt on top of my game. I had what i felt like everything done that needed to be and i had a social life. Till i put off oceanography and had a pop quiz ... go figure. Well thats life right? As soon as you have it all figured out something new is thrown at you.

Love is a mystery.

Money is a waste.

Life is a game.

Im not settling for second place. ( except in magic )

Jump for the moon and you may land among the stars

Everything in life has its positives and negatives. We all have our ups and downs. Its finding the things that bring more positive than negative that separates the likes from dislikes. The darkness scares me i hate to be alone in the dark. Its cold, lonely, and scary. None of which i like to feel however i love the stars. I like the quiet of the night. Both of which are worth the dislikes sometimes.


All people have their reasons for the actions or feelings or choices they make. Not everyone will understand or even agree to what you have done but in the end even if someone else convinces you other wise you will probably fall back to the way you feel.


Im finding out more every day that somethings are just hard to explain. I cant truly tell you enough so you know how i feel with out it sounding childish or even slightly stupid but to me its not. My reasons are justified and completely understandable.

Lately I've been searching for my escape. Feeling like i just want to go somewhere else. Indiana, Wooster, NYC, Nashville... somewhere.  How it is now ... is it gonna stay like this ?? I want things to change but that may be very selfish of me.

Going to sleep. another positive thing about darkness... dreams... negitive ... night mares... dreams are worth the chance !