Tom is a new beginning of an old thing !

So i need to jump back on the band wagon. I dont do well with diets that cut things out of my meals but am good at just cutting back and ive been slacking so much lately. Maria and i were doing good there for a while working out but this week we kinda have been slacking. Just getting sick of doing the same thing everyday so were waiting on this new dvd to come. And tonight i got on the scale and .... gahhh . lol just no good. so tonight i did some crunches and packed my lunch for tom and sat and packed myself so dinner for my drive to cincy ! My problem is im a nibbler. Ive always been i get bored and then start thinking about food. lol So i need to start changing whats in my fridge. no more junk food more carrots and broccoli and good snack foods !!! Im really gonna try to cut back the fast food ! especially at work These past few weeks have been crazy its been like everyday . yuck . So im venting and telling you all this cause i need someone to hold me to it ! Dont let me eat past my full stage and help me cut back to going out for food ! Im going to cincy this weekend and i feel like it should be good for this lol. Im with dave all the time and i never even think about being hungry ! Im so excited to see him too !!! I cant wait !!! Im almost finished packing. just have to do the last min things :)

I promise One day !!

So i had the most fabulous weekend !!! Drove to cincy ! yes i am a beast and drove the whole way with out stopping !! I also drove home with out stopping and i got home at 4 am ! yea i would love to never do that again . hahaha not so fun . And i have a new rule never get off at an exit unless you can see the golden arches !! i was in the ghetto at 2 am and i really was scared for my life.

Then work today ... lol never a dull moment. 2 client of the day fire alarm goes off and we had to evacuate the building and stand in the parking lot until the fire trucks came even though there was no fire . I guess we would get fined big time if we dont evacuate. lame but its better to be safe than sorry.

French Fries

Okay so the topic of today ... French Fries! I love them !! They are totally on the top 10 lists of foods that i cant give up !! They come so many different ways and all of them are delicious !! and you can dip them in almost anything !!! I love foods that taste good dipped in things !! Ranch Sour Cream Nacho cheese Ketchup Mustard... you get the point however like every good thing even french fries has there down side. 3 min shelf life. French fries do not last very long. I dont like to eat them when they are so hot they burn your tongue but then they get cold so fast you have to like inhale them at the perfect time and i always feel like its ruffly 3 min. of goody good ness and then they just start to go down hill . and nothing is worse( well there are worse things but for dramatic effect please just play along) than re heated fries. YUCK

Another Day

So today i woke up super early for me cause i had a staff meeting ! Okay so the exclamation point maybe just a little to much but whatever. To be honest i dont like sittin threw the 3 hour meetings but everytime we have the meetings i feel so pumped about my job after i leave. I was just starting to get really discouraged with my career. I felt like all i kept hearing is about all the things i was doing wrong and nothing right. I know im an adult and i dont need someone there to tell me im doing a good job all day but its just nice to have some encouragement. Sometimes i feel like any moment could be my last and i dont think they mean for it to feel like that i just dont like screwing up and i want people to be happy and i dont want to be the problem. I also feel dumb when i dont get something. I was always the one that never raised their hand in class to ask questions. I dont like talking in groups or in front of people. Im afraid that im gonna say something wrong or its gonna come out dumb or they are gonna take it not how i mean for it to come out. Though this is something that i am really trying to work on. Anyways back to the meeting. The meeting was started with talking about our drop in economy and how we are doing fabulous ! Our numbers are so high! We are doing great ! And becuase of our numbers we got awards. I got one for Productivity. Which just means i was above the standard for being busy with clients while working. So that was exciting. Then work went well today too. I did forget my brush at home but i found one to borrow and my fill went fabulous. i got it done in an hour ! woot cut down 15 mins. and she was late so a little more than that. Then i was busy all day with pedicures which is where the money is ! I even got a lunch ! It was such a good day. I feel really good about my job. I love working at Casals ! I am getting more involved with my work too. I am doing a bunch of community service stuff too ! It makes me really excited to be making a difference in our community !

So the count down has happened 5 days ! in 32 mins it will be 4 days till i get to drive 5 hours to see the love of my life!