Warm weather here and gone.

So here we find ourselves in the middle of the summer . Everyone is over there YAY summers here buzz. We have all moved on to, " Wow is it hot ! " If you haven't started already its to late for your summer fling so sorry but maybe next year. All the holidays are over which means no more extra days off work for all you lucky people who work jobs that have benefits. Thoughts of school are starting to enter all of the students  brains, some excited ( thats me ! ) , some not so much.

Lets stop to update the world on that. So heres the plan. I have been accepted and plan on attending YSU in the fall for Journalism. Im truly thrilled and i cant wait however there may be a giant road block to still over come. Im not sure what is going on with my loans and stuff so i have to figure all that out and then ill be set and ready to attend school :) ! Im excited to have school work. Im excited to get my brain working again. Im excited to meet new people. Im excited to have health insurance. Im excited to have a gym to work out at. Im excited just pure excited !!! Oh i almost forgot .  Im excited to have study dates with friends !!!

So anyways as were half way threw the summer not to many events left. Zoo trip tomorrow <3 animals so i cant wait. Then hopefully the Lot . Visiting the fabulous cousin and some other randoms but thats about all thats left for Summer 2010.

Stay Tunes ;)

As the years pass us by we all make mistakes. We have all had some moment in our lives that was a big " DUMBY ! " I find myself with this one mistake that I can do nothing about but live with it. It never fails either the moment i forget about it the topic is brought back up again. So here i am living with something i wished had never happened.

The other big thing on the brain is love. Its crazy how 4 months can seem so long when really it isnt at all. Some of me finds my self searching and the other half of me is running away.

Well im tired and not feeling like typing . stay tuned

So lost

I cant help to find my self so happy yet feeling like im standing still. Afraid to miss out on something that i should have tried for first but wondering weither im wrong. Whats different now ?? What changed ??